Outside dwelling talking on cell phone, clear winter evening outside city with no light artifacts or interferences. looked upwards, largest object in sky self illuminating. it wasn't from this world or man made, higher being. it was stationary for 6 mins, informed party on line what i was seeing. knocked on window to alert my wife to come validate my experience. as she approached, the object began to vanish. directly behind it perfectly centered was the planet venus. felt like i was being watched and helpless. took photographs around property and captured, what appears to be a solid alien head without a body, crossing the courtyard. additional plasma tubes were photographed in same area, almost nightly for two years. returned to the same location as the sighting, second evening as eye was looking upwards and bright white light shot out of my right eye, slowing at the lens then jettison towards the planet venus, were the sphere was seen. following, on two occasions as i was sleeping felt a vacuum from under my body sucking me into the bed. decided to take photographs inside my dwelling, late one evening, following the sightings and felt something blowing on my ear. i remained stationary and turned camera 180 degrees and captured what appears to be a goat/horse…Very unsettling. still experiencing physical contact weekly and photographs showing these plasma-like beaming lights going into and through solid objects. i am physically exhausted and the same eye the light came out of, i'm losing my eyesight.